"The Man" is a slang phrase that may refer to the government or to some other authority in a position of power. In addition to this derogatory connotation, it may also serve as a term of respect and praise.
The phrase "the Man is keeping me down" is commonly used to describe oppression. The phrase "stick it to the Man" encourages resistance to authority, and essentially means "fight back" or "resist", either openly or via sabotage.[1]The earliest recorded useof the term "the Man" in the American sense dates back to a letter written by a youngAlexander Hamiltonin September 1772, when he was 15. In a letter to his father James Hamilton, published in the Royal Dutch-American Gazette, he described the response of the Danish governor ofSt. Croixto a hurricane that raked that island on August 31, 1772. "Our General has issued several very salutary and humane regulations and both in his publick and private measures, has shewn himself the Man."[2][dubious– discuss]In theSouthern U.S. states, the phrase came to be applied to any man or any group in a position of authority, or to authority in the abstract. From about the 1950s the phrase was also anunderworldcode word forpolice, the warden of aprisonor other law enforcement or penal authorities.
I was writing a paper that had the term "the man" used in it as a metaphor that I was to analyze. And so, I looked up the history behind it....and that's when he first became one of my heroes.
Then, this week especially with all of the homework I have to get motivated for, I've been on quite the rap kick. My favorite type of kick.
So I didn't think life could get better after listening to Mobb Deep/Emancipators - Shook until I found Alexander Hamilton embodied in a rap song. And then, it did.
God Bless America.
Lin-Manuel Miranda [Verse 1]
How
does a bastard, orphan, son of a whore
And
a Scotsman, dropped in the middle of a forgotten spot
In
the Carribbean, by Providence impoverished, to squalor
Grow
up to be a hero and a scholar?
The
ten-dollar Founding Father without a father
Got
a lot farther
By
workin' a lot harder
By
bein' a lot smarter
By
bein' a self-starter
By
fourteen they had placed him in charge of the trade and charter
And
every day while slaves were being slaughtered
And
carted away across the waves
Our
Hamilton kept his guard up
Inside
he was longing for something to be a part of
The
brother was ready to beg steal borrow or barter
Then
a hurricane came and
Devastation
reigned and
Our
man saw his future drip drippin' down the drain
Put
a pencil to his temple
Connected
it to his brain
And
he wrote his first refrain
A
testament to his pain
When
the word got around, they said, "This kid is insane, man!"
Took
up a collection just to send him to the mainland
Getcha
education, don't forget from whence you came
And
the world is gonna know your name!
What's
your name, man?
Alexander
Hamilton. His name is Alexander Hamilton
And
there's a million things he hasn't done
But
just you wait. Just you wait
[Verse
2]
When
he was 10, his father split
Full
of it, debt-ridden
Two
years later, see Alexander's mother, bed-ridden
Half-dead,
sittin' in their own sick
The
scent thick
And
Alex got better but his mother went quick
Moved
in with a cousin. The cousin committed suicide
Left
him with nothin' but ruined pride
Somethin'
new inside, a voice
Saying
Alex, you gotta fend for yourself
He
started retreatin'
And
readin'
Every
treatise on the shelf
There
would've been nothin' left to do
For
someone less astute
He
would've been dead and destitute
Without
a cent of restitution
Started
workin'
Clerkin'
for his late mother's landlord
Tradin'
sugar cane and rum and other things he can't afford
Scannin'
for every book he can get his hands on
Plannin'
for the future, see him now
As
he stands on the bow of a ship headed for a new land
In
New York you can be a new man
The
ship is in the harbor now
See
if you can spot him
Another
immigrant comin' up from the bottom
His
enemies destroyed his rep, America forgot him
And
me? I'm the damn fool that shot him
Alexander
Hamilton
We
were waiting in the weeds for you
You
could never back down
You
always had to speak your mind
But
Alexander Hamilton, we could never take your deeds from you
Tonight it felt like yesterday. It's moments like these that make me realize how beautiful it is to be a human. And in these moments, I've never been more sure that I exist. I've never felt more alive.
I could feel the elements congregate around me to bear me up, holding my heart in place so as it wouldn't fall through my chest cavity.
this song is the vehicle that transports me back to an unmarred, vivid event. I don't need a pensieve, like Dumbledore. I have it better.
Maybe not today, or next year for that matter will I hope that he sees this raw uncooked batter. These words of advice from someone much younger not written to be labeled as one's power hunger. Instead I write because truth does exist, I want to show him in poem, instead of using my fist. Afterall he's a guy, human with pride and such and its hard to change someone or convince them of stuff. But I don't want to be accountable for not being brave enough to transmit the truth to him via radio wave. Welp, sometimes I'm too serious for my own good, and sometimes I'm serious and its for my good. In this case, I plead the fifth. Hey look, I wrote a Ghazal. Gah. What's a Ghazal? This is:
A short lyrical poem that arose in Urdu. It is between 5 and 15 couplets long. Each couplet contains its own poetic thought but is linked in rhyme that is established in the first couplet and continued in the second line of each pair. The lines of each couplet are equal in length. Themes are usually connected to love and romance. The closing signature often includes the poet's name or allusion to it.
I want to kiss you forever, forever, forever, forever yeah...
I want to kiss you forever, just want to kiss you forever.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
J'aime cet homme. Il n'est pas "l'homme universel" mais il a l'esprit. Et l'esprit est quatre choses que on a besoin si tu veux exister. Je voudrais exister, sourtout avec l'esprit comme lui.
But it's true, I'll admit. I can't deny this reality. Life's started the hardness, pain, humiliation, and temporary damnation all over today. I'm reliving my nightmare, though it was once real life. But I know I'll live through it. It's not the end of the world, things will get better soon. Other people are going through harder things than me right now, and they too are hidden under a blanket in public.
I wonder what the guy sitting next to me at this BYU's computer lab is going through right now. Maybe a death, maybe a break up, maybe a fight, or maybe absolutely nothing and his life is perfect and he is happy blah blah blah.
That's what we all tend to assume about everyone else, right? Well people, 'tis false doctrine. Now go smile at someone and do something nice for someone - who knows, you might just be what they need right now.
Like how I needed my mom's phone call a few minutes ago. And how I need to go to class and love learning and ignore all dwellings on the pain and stares.
Anyways, here's a confession: sometimes I write poetry. It's what comes out of my thoughts and begs expression. Then I write it down/type it out/rap it to a nearby friend. Then it feels like I just sneezed the most satisfying sneeze. That's called human expression people. Its refreshing. Even better than Lemonade.
9/17/12 Torn Leaf
Today I received news that changes my life The significance sinks in and blinds me with strife. Does anyone know the importance of today? Of this stale blow of air that breathes hope away? Not the man walking next to me or the girl walking by. While I’m clenching my bag firmly, not wanting to cry.
I can be strong. Is all that is said. over and over again in my head.
I love that both Lana Del Rey & I exist in the same generation. Her songs could very well be my National Anthem. (Although I don't recommend listening to that particular song, I've forgiven her for it and so should you). I've had a really great week at work and in Arizona with my Man, freshly returned Best Friend, and my amazing Family. To accompany this American dream that is my reality, my week's playlist is as follows: Off to the Races, Dark Paradise, Blue Jeans, Born to Die, Video Games, Radio, and of course some tracks from Sting, Metric, and Ellie Goulding. Thank you Lana Del Rey for your voice and your personal translation of life into music.
IT WAS AMAZING, the French woman inside of me was finally liberated.
Je t'aime France, et tout les choses françaises.
Chateau de Fontainebleau
Click here to view the Photo Album, Photo Book, and Website I created to document our voyage à Paris. C'est s'appelle "Trop La Classe" parce que...c'était.
Taking a Nap at our Hotel, "Salut Jet Laggation"
Bordeaux. "And then she suddenly became a peachy, glazed dessert."
I took this. And this happened. All are true.
The Moulin Rouge. I felt scandalous just taking a picture of it.
The Eiffel Tower & I. I then realized that love can take building form.
Sacre Coeur. I can never spell heart right in French. I must not have one. "Il
était bondé . Là, à l'
église."
My goal for this week was to do one creative thing a day whether it be write song lyrics, a poem, design and record a new style, or make art with photography. Today, I decided to write a poem because its definition fits well with the circumstance. Topher went into surgery this morning, the surgery we had all been anticipating, the surgery that is most abrasive to the body. Topher's health has been bad enough so for him to go into this surgery made me nervous. I've assisted with surgeries, shoot, I've done surgeries before and I know how invasive they can be and how damaging they are. Topher's poor body. Anyways, because of all this I fasted yesterday and felt loads better about it as I naturally should. Thank you for the opportunity to use tools like fasting to bring faith, peace, and assurance.
I come home one night and experience one of those "good timing moments" that you never forget. The speakers were playing full blast in the living room while my dad is lost in a world known as Rock & Roll, dancing, singing, and obviously grooving as the Bee Gees single-handedly pump him up for his date that evening.
I get my dancing shoes from this man.
Here's to you, my father, the greatest man on Earth:
Not today at least, it's been such a good day. Why? Because I love a lot of things in my life right now. Yes, I'm making another list people, it's what I do.
The "Life, I'm Liking Loving You As Well As These Other Things Right Now" List: - rock climbing - my friends Sasha, Danielle, Melanie, & Kristopher - the muscles sprouting on my forearms - music, particularly this song by The Botaniks feat. Bernhoft - Fond of Jane and this song by Usher - Climax - my job and the women I work with, its nice to be surrounded by people older than you sometimes - my iPhone - yoga in the mornings - relationship advice from the father, stepmum, & real mum. - crisp mountain air - Utah summers are incredible - the great weather - mechanical pencils - Amazon prime - Southwest Airlines - I leave for AZ tonight - my next weeks layout: climbing e'ry day, sailing, Mexico con mi madre, & American Fork canyon climb w/friends - my next 6 weeks plans: California w/Tori, a huge party, St. George lake trip, Zion's National Park, then off to Paris with Melanie! - more hours at work = more money, we all love that green stuff - General Conference talks in the morning - my Book of Mormon, was so excited reading today - clean laundry, warm bed, clean room, food in my cupboards, and rent, car, and speeding ticket are over and done with. - BYU - random facebook messages from friends you haven't talked to since you were 15 - 6 more hours until I am done with work.
So I'm really excited to start my new art project for the summer. I've been needing a chalk bag for a while now for climbing and haven't been able to get myself to buy a $20 bag off of Amazon. It's bloody expensive for such a simple object. Therefore, I'm taking it into my own hands and creating this goodness out of nothing...or out of some nylon straps, cording, fleece, and fabric. I got the pattern from another blog: The Handy Hippie. It's quite awesome, just like this Better Than Basic Chalk Bag design:
I'm currently in the business for a good rock climbing buddy. My current one, Kerri, is moving away on Thursday. So please, step forward now and declare yourself a rock climber for my sake and buy a Quarry pass. Thanks.
I took a surprise trip to Mesa this weekend. I am too acquainted with the Salt Lake Airport. I'm there every other weekend flying to some form of sanctuary. Thank you Southwest, and mother.
I like the science of food, I like Happy Sumo Sushi restaurant, I like trying new things. Introducing a Sushi restaurant inspired dish: Wontons. Other than setting the fire alarm off, everything went well, was pretty easy, and fast. Call it a kitchen success.
I couldn't admire anyone more than I do my Nana. She was one of the greatest souls on Earth that I was lucky to have as my Nana. I have been visiting her a lot these past few months, spending time with just me and her, and she passed away this past Friday in her Laguna home on the beach with my mother at her side. Saying I love you isn't quite enough to explain how I accurately feel. I wanted her to meet and give me her opinion on my future husband, I wanted her at my wedding, to see and influence my future children. I know she still will, but from the other side now.
Memories from her life and time with her these past few months in Laguna:
"Great, great, great."
"Oh spit!"
Her favorite composer: Bach, because he had many melodies wrapped into one song.
Long walks on the beach
There was always a book an arms distance away from her. She loved literature, learning, and intellectual development.
A few weeks back I asked her what year of her life was her favorite. Her favorite time in life was when she was 21. She had a convertible in California, went on dates every night, and was having the time of her life.
Her ability to make friends with EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE we went.
Her ability to identify and locate all of the best pastry shops in the area.
Sneaking us into movies with her.
Breaking rules if they weren't logical to her.
Never having an insecure moment in her entire life.
Her vases of flowers, always being refilled with new arrangements.
Listening to her play the piano with a certain kind of love, like she understood the world of music like no one else.
Playing the guitar next to her on the beach watching the sun set and her saying, "Sami, that is really something great. Keep it up."
Rubbing my back when I was sick.
In the hospital, sharing her tray and her eating only the desserts. "I see you've only eaten the apple pie today...again."
The graceful way she looked at the world - like it was hers and she was its. Like she was a queen who respected her dominion.
The nicknames that she gave to each person that was lucky enough to be close to her. Mine was Simisam.
Her excitement of how the people of California take care of their streets, beaches, and land- making it beautiful with art, plants, and cleanliness.
Her inability to have a moment of boredom, always moving, doing something, visiting someone, going somewhere.
Her genuine enthusiasm. Especially when you show her something you're excited about.
Her fast and awesome driving, she never gave in to the effects age has on some people's minds.
Sharing bowls of strawberries and whip cream with her every night before bed.
Interesting, educational, and inspiring conversation...always.
Her sarcastic sense of humor in all situations, especially when she was in pain.
Her letting me dress her radiation wounds in the hospital, seeing the large dark blisters and boils on her neck, back, and chest that were slowly taking her life.
Most spontaneous person I know. I'm glad it has run in her childrens blood.
Hard work. Always the first one to give someone a hand, and forget her troubles - they were of least importance and she hated attention for any of them.
Her love for her grandchildren, and making each of us feel like we were special. I am so lucky.
Midnight bike ride with my room mates. Its the last time we are together. We are each leaving to a different state, city, apartment, & house.
We've had some good times this semester, especially adventures with Kelly. I'm going to miss these girls. We may never see each other again.
I'm used to change. Its what I do. But this time, I'm scared to turn the page to another chapter.
Thrown into the world again left to find valuable learning experiences to take home with me. Home. Another thing missed. The comfort, the people who know who I am, the people who automatically love me. I'm a lucky soul to have a great home.
I feel like a piece of my tissue is bottled in lovely Regina Spektor's song on Far, Genius Next Door. Oh Regina, how do you translate your insides so flawlessly? I must know.
In between the two essays I have to write today I decided to take a break. It's only called a Coffee Break because that's the name of the rap song I decided to learn. It eases my mind amongst so much homework. It's by Zeds Dead and Omar LinX. Here's is what I have so far: Coffee Break - Zeds Dead ft. Omar LinX vs. 1 Yeah, woke up but I got to go back Tell mama I ain't no slack I'ma make it in this world I'ma show you girl I might fall but I ain't gonna tap Just thought that I'd let you know a couple things that I can't let go I want it all but I gotta make the call to get this job and get this dough Two sides to the same old story no love in the game of greed no time for border dreams no time for me no time to breathe But I ain't a quitter you should g****** know better make a _____________g****** go getter I'ma take it to the top If you thinkin' I'm not you lost to a g******go-getter vs. 2 Yeah, yeah I'm in today I'm overworked and I'm underpaid They taking off, I'm going late they slackin' off, they coffee break. But I've had enough and I want a raise. & I know my cards, & I know the game But I'm struttin' around like I own the place, with my head up high like I know the way. And I'm walking here so confident, so devenir, so off the wind. I am the man, that's not pretend I could do it again if you're not convinced. Cuz I know the deal: it's do or die. I'm Ron O'Neil I'm Superfly They see the boy, they know I grind. I put it where they can't deny that.